I Want You
By Misha
Disclaimer- Not mine. I’m just borrowing them for a little while and will return them when I am finished.
Author’s Notes- I think it is really cool that Choices offered its first threesome option and I know a lot of people have been wanting that for a while. So yay! However, it’s not what I envision for my MC or her relationship with Lily (remember, I hate bff’s to lovers in all forms lol). I decided to rewrite the scene for my Jax MC Anna. This is also a response to “wall sex” from the NSFW prompt lists.
Pairing- Jax/MC (Anna Kane)
Rating- NSFW
Summary- Alternate take on Chapter 11, after she lets Lily feed, Jax and Anna steal a moment of alone time.
Words- 998
I paused, aroused by the look on Jax’s face as he watched Lily feed off me. Was it the feeding or my blood or me? I didn’t know, but I knew I wanted him to feed off me again. Wanted him to do whatever he wanted to me but…
“Can you wait a few minutes?” I asked him, biting my lip. “I mean… I kind of want to do this one at a time.”
Jax hesitated and nodded. “Of course.”
I looked at Lily. “You understand right, Lily?”
She was my best friend, but it had never been more than that between us and I didn’t want it to be, but I didn’t want it to be weird. I had no issues letting her feed from me, but there were things I wanted to give Jax that I didn’t want to give Lily.
She smiled, “no worries, Anna, I’ve always known that you were… Conventional.”
I rolled my eyes, glad the awkward moment passed. “Do you need more?”
“Just a little,” she told me.
Jax took a deep breath, obviously trying to fight his own need. I wondered if it was for blood or for me.
A minute later, Lily finished up. “Can you do the thing?” I asked her.
I knew Jax was about to feed, but I didn’t want to walk around with my neck open. She nodded and pricked her finger, sealing the wound. “Should I leave?” She asked, looking at Jax and me.
“No,” he answered, “you’re safest here. Anna and I can go somewhere else.”
Lily nodded and settled on some pillows. Jax took my hand and let me out of the room, down a hall to an empty corridor into a small room. “Sorry, we can go to my quarters if you want, but I’m wary leaving Lily for too long.”
“Me too,” I admitted, “I know it’s a lot, expecting you to host us.” I ran my hands over his face. “This is fine.”
“You don’t have to do this,” Jax told me, “and I’m sorry if I made you uncomfortable back there.”
“It’s not you,” I told him, “I want you, Jax. All of you. Only you.”
There was a deep, possessive light in his eyes, like he hadn’t expected me to say that but he liked what he heard. “I wasn’t sure, you and Lily…”
“We’re best friends,” I told him, “I don’t… I mean…”
“I get it,” he said, cutting me off, “and good to know.” He pinned me against the wall, his eyes full of need. “I’m not going to lie, the idea of sharing you was hot, but having you all to myself? That’s even hotter.”
He kissed me then, his lips warm and firm against mine, his hand tangling in my long dark hair. “I want you right now.”
“I thought it was my blood you want,” I teased, trying to control the fire that was building in my belly. I wanted him too.
“Yes,” Jax admitted, “but that’s not all, I want everything, Anna, everything you have to offer.”
I had a feeling he wasn’t just talking about sex. It seemed crazy, I had only known him a few days and yet… I was so sure of my feelings. I had never felt like this before and I had a feeling I never would again.
Jax and I tore at each other’s clothing and he hoisted me up against the wall with effortless strength.
“I am going to make this good for you,” he promised.
“I don’t think it could be anything else,” I said honestly, wrapping my arms around him.
He’d rocked my world earlier and I knew he was about to do it again. Jax’s free hand moved between my legs and he took a deep breath when he felt how wet I was, how ready.
“I said I wanted you,” I reminded him, my hand cupping his length and guiding it towards me.
Jax took the hint, entering me swiftly. He pumped in and out as I clung to him. I bit my lip wanting to scream, but knowing I couldn’t. Then, when I thought it couldn’t get any better, Jax placed a kiss on my neck and plunged his teeth into me. There was pain, but so much more.
It had felt nice when Lily had fed on me, but nothing like this. Nothing had ever felt like this. It had felt amazing when he had fed on me before and the sex had been mind-blowing? The combination? Words couldn’t describe the heights he was bringing me too.
Jax continued to thrust into me as he fed and the combination had me seeing stars.
“Jax,” I sobbed, digging my hands into his hair as I came apart.
“Anna,” he groaned and I felt him still inside of me and then give one last thrust, before he too came apart. Jax held me there for a long moment, his face still buried in my neck and then he pulled away.
He gently set me on my feet and then pricked my finger, sealing my wound.
“That was…” I said, not even able to form words.
“I know,” he told me, pulling me close, “it’s… It’s been a long time since I’ve felt this way about someone, Anna. Wanted someone this much.” He looked conflicted. “I feel like I shouldn’t want you–”
I cut him off, “don’t. I want this. I want you. Whatever it means. I’m here, I’ll fight with you. I’ll fight for you.”
Jax still looked troubled, but he pulled me close, hugging me tightly and then he let me go.
“We should go back to Lily,” he said after we dressed.
I nodded, knowing he was right. Besides, we could talk later. Things were still new and confusing and there was a lot I didn’t know, but there was one thing I did know: I wanted Jax and I would fight to the bitter end for him.
- End
